WI 15

Um I lost 2.8kg. Holy shit!!! I always experience a good loss after my period but omg!!! When I said I would make my tattoo goal - I actually wasn't serious. I thought 2.1kg was too much - but I actually did it! I suspect part of it is lack of water drinking over the weekend and that I didn't eat dinner last night cos I just couldn't stomach it. Gah! We'll see if it stays off. 

In summary:

Current weight 64.3 (omg!!!)

GOAL: 1.3kg away. Okay I'm definitely going to aim for goal!!! No re-adjusting of anything. Woohoo!!!!

Oooh now I get a tattoo. How exciting! Shame the wedding is leaving me broke so it'll have to be later in life (along with the motorbike license). At least I'm dying my hair red tomorrow - was that my 72kg goal?

Christmas with the parents...

... resulted in lots of chocolate as gifts. What an awful idea. I will never give chocolate to anyone for xmas ever again. I'm going to have to get it out of the house cos I am dipping into it.

Weigh in might suck tomorrow - gah. I knew it would be hard, but I thought I would survive better than I have.

Anyhow, that's all I have to say. Weigh in tomorrow!!!

Woohoo

I stuck to my points yesterday and had some left to spare!!! Like 2 which I saved to make up for the previous day. It's so much easier when I have the food on me instead of having to buy stuff during the day. I feel like saying duh to the last statement.

I have other exciting news. I'm now a size 12!!! Did I say 12!? Yes! 12! I don't think I've been a size 12 since I was 12 and before that I was a size 8 or 10 I would say (which I have no desire to be that skinny).. I think I might have to re-evaluate my weight loss goal. I'm thinking 65kg is enough for me. We'll see how I feel and look when I get there.

In other news wedding plans are going ahead. I've ordered my dress and thankfully I ordered it in a smaller size ahahaha. So yer. worried about the corset though. Especially if I get to goal before then. We'll have to wait and see. I might have to get fatter... now there's a crazy thought.

Bring on another stick to my points day!

GAH! I HAVE to be GOOD the rest of this week. How terribly awful of me. Couldn't even last one little morning tea.

Tue, wed, thu. I can do it!!

Edit: okay so I figured out if I eat 17.5 points (out of 20) for tomorrow and wednesday and be REALLY REALLY tough with myself. I can make up for the 5!!! I went over today. Feckola!!

Although I already have done 5 points of exercise today but I want to stick to my points for once. GRRR!!!

Wi 14

So I weighed myself, it said no change and I didn't believe it. So I re-checked it 1 minute later and I had lost .2. So I have taken the loss but I have got to stop dicking around. I go over my points every single day. I think last week I didn't go over them once. I drank so much alcohol, and I've even let chocolate appear (almost daily) into my diet - how disgusting.

Today is supposed to be the first day of ttotm. I always experience a fantastic loss on the Monday of next week. So if I pull my finger out of my butt and actually follow my 2o points - yes 20 points! I have heaps of food!!! So STOP DICKING AROUND I'm paying for this. With spare cash that I don't have now that I am getting married! This is absolutely ridiculous. I have 4.1kg until goal. I should have been there in 14 weeks.

So the hurdles I have for this week are:

• sticking to my points (I am getting my tattoo goal next week - hell yeah)
• My engagement party
• Christmas with the parentals on Saturday
• Xmas morning tea this morning - I don't have to eat any of the food! I'll take my own that I can control. (FAILED FAILED FAILED - but can eat salad for dinner *sigh*)
  

This week is all about control. I'm going to have to control myself like nothing else. I have to remember that walking 2 hours every day does not constitute more food everyday.

If I'm not at 66kg kg next week. Then I'm going to be one cranky Aren who'll need a good kick up the arse!

Before and After

I was looking at pictures of me from 2002 I'm the chickadee in the purple dress. I think I was about 87 or so kilos:

Me now... the girl with the glasses:

Oh goal is so close!

soooo I had 4 wines at lunch today. xmas lunch. it was put on by the vice chancellor. So technically he has put me in this state lololol! And I'm cataloguing music scores. What shouldn't you let librarians near when they're drunk... that's right - MUSIC scores!!!

I'm too happy and deserve to be deflated.

Tell me!!! What's happening in your worlds? Other than weight loss! Sometimes you want to hear something more than weight loss!!!

xxx

WI 13

Hi peeps! I lost this week -.6 kg which means I have reached my next goal of no idea what to buy myself lol! I went to melbourne for the 4 days for the library conference and wow, just wow, I managed to lose weight even though I drank much alcohol and ate much take out food. Obviously I've managed to learn something from weight watchers - which is just fantastic!!!

Summary: 

Weight: 67.3!!!

Next goal: 2.3 kg to go

Goal: 4.3 kg to go! Woohoo!!! 

I'm feeling like such a skinny bitch!

YAY!

I just got a message from a friend from High School on my facebook. She told me how amazing I look and wanted to know how I did it (I said weight watchers and exercise). The last time she saw me I was about 86kg and had been that for a long time. So that was really nice! I've lost a LOT of weight since then... 18kg I think? Oh god I can't do maths of a morning.

How nicely motivating! YAY

wi 12

Gained! Gained 100grams. I know it's nothing to slit your wrists over but I guess you get what you put into it and I didn't put anything into this week. It's time I got serious again. I keep saying that and have a couple of good days then a bad day, then another good day. The challenge this week is going to be the end of the week/weekend. I'm going to Melbourne for a librarian's conference and so the food is totally catered *le sigh*. I'll just have to consciously think about portion control.

Oh and my challenge this week is drinking water. I seriously didn't drink enough water last week. I was such a bad, bad girl.

Current weight 67.9 (whoops). I'm not going to change it on the side, because I wont be this heavy next weigh in. I know it!